If you think you are sick and tired of hearing about the wreck of a life I am living, you should try living it!!! I am sick and tired of talking about it, thinking about it EVERY minute I am not working, and living it!!
There are NO answers---and it is NOT getting better---I am just still putting one foot in front of the other and trying to exist. YES--I love my children and grands DEARLY---YES I am blessed to have them--YES--in comparison to most of the world my life is golden--
BUT bottom line--my heart is broken--I am still in tears --a lot---I am Sad beyond words--and I scream very often---WHERE ARE YOU GOD???
Sorry--needed to vent-