I have had some comments and concern about my post on the wrestling match that God and I are having at the moment. I am not a robot---there is a thing called free will---(sorry all you Presbyterians out there) and the brain that God gives us all. I am not His puppet--but His child---so as ALL children do--I question His decisions and choices and the places He takes me.
I am SCREAMING at Him that life's not fair---just like I screamed at Momma that she wasn't fair. I am mad at times--in a twit at times---just plain down right pouting at others--BUT GUESS WHAT---I still love Him in fact I adore Him---I want His attention---I desire His eye to be upon me in favor. HE is the most important one in my life---He has stripped all else from me--there is no one left to lean upon but Him. Just because I am questioning His justice and the places He has taken me--doesn't mean I don't love Him---I am being the rebellious child and we are having a throw down--must be stupid because I know where this is going to lead-I will be on my face at the end of the match!
Read Psalms---I am not the first to question and yell and shout and wonder---That's probably WHY He gave us this book--to show us--it's alright-I can take it -I'm not just a Big God--I AM A HUGE GOD! So not to worry--I'll scrape myself off the mat as He gives me a hand up -and keep doing "The Next Right Thing".